29 June 2010,

I have been dreading this day. It was a day that, 5 years ago, I would never could have imagine. Yes, I have joined the "3 series" club. No, I am not scared of being old. But rather, I am thinking of what could I have, or should have, achieved before I reach this wonderful milestone.

There was once the idea of a simple life. You know, the simplest of the simplest. A good job with good pay, a house, a wife and kids. Am I content? No, I think I have a good job, something that I have been targeting since I graduated. And the other stuff, unfortunately they are still a dream.

Come 29 June 2011, my vow is to accomplish most of that simple life philosophy. Need to purify the soul first, and I will do it insya Allah this year. Oh Allah, do not let my life in my hands even for a second, guide me and bring me success. Amen.

The girl in the white dress

years have passed,
time has gone,
never would I imagine,
that I'll meet you again.

a new white dress,
the same person inside,
with nothing left to say,
could not even say hi.

I left with mix feelings,
and I know that the time has passed,
there is no turning back,
or regret of what might have been.

for you, I'll always pray,
that you find happiness always,
we move forward and never back,
the girl in the white dress is forever gone.